I swear having a heart sucks, especially my heart. I get attached way too easily. The last three times I have had someone in my life I had gotten attached to things just ended abruptly. I am beginning to think that it is my lot in life to suffer with a broken heart. As you may have guessed by now I'm 99% sure the whole Sara thing is over and what's worse is I dont have a clue as to why it's over. I have done nothing to upset her in any way, both her kids love me and I have treated her like a queen. Flowers almost everytime we went out the whle 9 yards, I was nothing but the perfect gentelman which is why I am so confused. All contact with her was just abruptly halted, she wont return my phone calls or e mails or anything. If she would just say "hey I dont want to see you anymore" then ok atlease I wouldn't be left hanging. That is the part I hate the most, never knowing what went wrong. Being left in the dark and replaying every conversation and date in my mind searching for that one error, that one comment or action that I may have said or done that upset her.

Oh well I guess I will just go on living my broken hearted life so that hopefully some other soul out there in this world that is not as strong in mind and heart as I am won't have to suffer. Like I said I'm beginning to think it is my lot in life.


As Always

Love me or hate me, You will remember me

The Ramblin Hillbilly